Someone called me beautiful today. And i feel like i’m obligated to be like flattered but like it makes me feel really uncomfortable? Like i do like compliments and certain people can say i’m good looking and i get all giddy and stuff but it’s like a very select few and if it’s anyone else outside of that i just get these really bad, uncomfortable feelings and like just associate the word with bad things that has usually followed those words in the past AND I JUST FEEL REALLY BAD AND LIKE THEY’RE GOING TO THINK ‘OH WHAT AN UNGRATEFUL BITCH FOR NOT LIKING MY COMPLIMENT!’